Frankly speaking, sometimes i feel so utterly exhausted that I have the pessimistic ideas come up with my mind. That is giving up everything i have already put a lot of my effort...
i have the desire to run far away from whoever gives me overwhaleming pressure..
i have the desire to escape from whatever may cause me unexpected burden ...
i have the desire to ignore whichever may lead to my disappointment..
i have the dream that one day i can run as far as i can without any scruple...
i have the dream that one day i can laugh as loudly as i can without any embarrassing..
i have the dream that one day i can sleep as well as i can without any anxiety...
i have no idea that weather my choice is correct or not...am i on the right track?
or i have already miss my way , my direction to reach my final goals...
i cannot say confidently that the blue print my boss arranges for me will come true or not...am i the person they pick up? or i have already fall into their traps...
Maybe..it needs time. i tell myself that. some people with experiences tell me that. Of course, my boss tell me that. Plus," You can learn many things you cannot learn thoroughly in other places. That's good for a freshman" said he.
Maybe ..it needs patience and belief as well.
yeah..i will persist in everything i consider is worth doing..
yeah..i will try as hard as i can even if i cannot see the result in a short time..
yeah..never say give up before i try ...NEVER AND EVER...
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